Friday, May 19, 2006 @8:22 AM
190506
HAII x !
wad a moody fridae i had todae
didnt expect things to turn out this way
more disappointed den to be angry
misunderstanding seems to be always there
when will den be the dae
where we can finally hab a last good trg
never..
no longer hab the chance to
perhaps..
tis is wad we got.. nn how we gonna end our red cross life
after 3 years plus of effort.~
angry ?
who nt angry ? who wont angry ?
sad ?
definitely.. everi single one of us
we thought we could hab the photo takin todae..
everione turned up to be there
but.
ended up
everything went upside down.
agreed to wad mua friend said
finally is the fourth year..
where we can finally take a full unit photo.
but it seems
tat it would neber happen
wad he said was ritex
we disappointedd him too much
he thought tat things would change for the betta
but..
it didnt.
i m sorriex
haiix
suddenly feel veri sad.
tat everything seems to be coming to an end
jus like 180306..
the promises we made
was nv done
we wanted
we tried
but the attitude is jus nt rite
it seems like we are nt welcome to be there
perhaps
it is a signal tat we should realli wash our hands off
n let them take over
it might turn out to be betta
everything jus dun seems to be going the rite way
no matter how hard we tried
no matter how hard we tried to hold on ~
i m tired
realli tired
i cried
i hope
tat next wk
something good will happen
so at least..
we leave with a smile
n look back at our memories with laughter
hais...
i m realli disappointedd =(
